Skyla Dawn Cameron

Nov 16 2016

Giveaway: You Need a Hero!

In dark times, we all need heroes, and there are plenty in fiction—reminders that women can fight monsters and win, especially when life is sadly not imitating art.

Not only do I want to give you some escapism with a few heroic characters, I want you to get to be a hero too. Now more than ever, various organizations are going to be on the front lines for the rights of others, and they rely on donations from people like you.

aw-no-you-didnt — Be the Wonder Woman the world needs.

I’m working with my partner in eviltry, Dina James, to raise some money for some worthy causes. For every dollar you give to Planned Parenthood and/or RAINN during the month of November (from the start of the month—it counts if you’ve already donated), you get an entry into a giveaway pack for the following goodies:

A signed print copy of Solomon’s Seal (Need a hero? Meet Livi Talbot.)
An e-arc of Livi #2, Odin’s Spear, and a signed print copy when it’s available next year
A signed print copy of River (Want to stand up for others without giving a fuck if people like you? Hi, River Wolfe.)
Tomb Raider, starring Angelina Jolie, in Blu-Ray
A hand-knit pair of handwarmers (not pictured—those are mine) in your preferred colour, because every hero and heroine in the apocalyptic future needs handwarmers

To enter after you’ve donated, forward the email receipt showing proof of donation to contest [at] skyladawncameron [dot] com

Donate $20 to Planned Parenthood? Get twenty entries. Donate $10 to Planned Parenthood and $10 to RAINN? Get twenty entries. Donate $5 to RAINN? Get five entries. The more you give, the more chances you get, but even donating as little as $1 gets you in the running. You have until 11:59EST on November 30 to enter.

While my contest is not US/Canada only and I’ll ship internationally (using the slow, cheap option–apologies), I’m pretty sure the movie is Region A. If that’s not your region and you don’t want the movie, I’ll draw another winner for it. If $500 or more is raised for all charities combined (the two I picked, and the two Dina picked–I’ll get those numbers from her), I’ll add a second prize pack (which may contain a different movie, I’ll see what I can find).

It doesn’t stop there: next head over to Dina James’ site where donations to The Trevor Project and/or the Trans Lifeline will enter you to win one of two amazing hero prize packs as well.

Remember: what is happening right now is not normal. It is not going to be fine. You are not crazy for noticing. This cannot be normalized and everyone has to pick up the fight in every way they can for as long as they can.

Rise. Resist. Rebel.

And don’t forget to read.

Nov 09 2016

Rise

When the tone last night on Twitter went from cautious hope to gallows humour to utter shock and horror, I watched all of it. Perhaps a mix of a trainwreck I couldn’t look away from and utter disbelief, I was up until nearly 5am, checking Twitter on my phone well after I shut my laptop down for the night. All but a few of the most cynical people I know genuinely thought humans were better than that. Admittedly I was one of them and should’ve known better.

I’ve already been ranting on social media about rape culture and white supremacy, trying to share resources, and privately comforting American friends. I’m Canadian, and I admit I’m privileged by a certain level of distance from events, but the same attitudes that led to Trump are rife everywhere else and I absolutely believe we as America’s neighbours must confront uncomfortable truths as well and remain vigilant; humans are headed for another awful period, and we must not remain complacent.

I haven’t much else to add; it is not my country of residence going through this, and while I feel shock and horror as a woman, I am not in fear for my safety (concerned, due to NATO and climate change, but anyway…). But there is a thing I know very well.

Despair.

I know how to live without hope (seriously, fuck you, hope) because everything I ever hoped for is gone. I know how to survive fully aware things will never get better. I know how to keep breathing in the face of a world and body and mind that continually tells you to stop; while there is still a 15% chance I ultimately won’t survive bipolar disorder, after over twenty years of it I can say I have a reasonable understanding of how to do so.

You survive despair by finding a way to keep breathing every day. You find inspiration to fight even when you know you’ll never win. You keep taking care of yourself. You become someone else if you have to.

You surround yourself with stories—watch Aliens or Fury Road if you need to be reminded that women who fight monsters sometimes win. Find those moments of clarity and truth in fiction, and hold tight to the heroes and survivors who inspire you. Write a character who inspires you, who helps you survive (this is where both Zara and Livi came from).

Here is something absolutely no one knows about me: nearly every morning, my alarm goes off, and it’s “I Shall Rise”. It has been so for a year now, because I need it—because I have to get through every day with despair. That song is my moment of clarity, a deep breath as my eyes close and I feel like I might survive no matter how much I don’t want to.

And while I loved the peppiness of Hillary’s campaign tune being “Fight Song”—it’s a great song, on my running playlist and a Livi theme—I felt like she should’ve had “I Shall Rise”; she is a woman who has fought and been mocked, survived and been slapped, and who has risen again and again in dedication to bettering a world for people who fucking hate her. It’s an anthem of the battle-worn who keep going. And even now, you know that woman will rise.

I had hoped this “season finale of America” (wasn’t that a funny joke a few days ago?) would end with Buffy defeating misogyny…

…but you got Angel‘s “Not Fade Away” instead.

And I can’t offer any solutions or help beyond support as my American friends navigate a rightfully scary world where their friends, family, and neighbours voted for someone who advocates fascist ideals and will now have the power to enact them. I can’t offer hope, or wisdom. I can’t tell you not to despair. I can only suggest using whatever resources you have at your disposal to survive this, to rise, to keep breathing and loving and fighting.

I can offer hope that you can survive through despair.

Just keep rising.

Do you have particular fiction or heroes who remind you to rise? Let me know in the comments.

Nov 03 2016

Let’s Go Down the “Everything Is Awful” Checklist with Skyla

It’s been a very stressful week.

It started Sunday with a tension headache that had me in bed literally all day. Continued to Monday with so much running around my head is still spinning. My cat Vincent has bladder cystitis so he’s literally peeing on everything. His various medications and special food ran me $220 plus $50 in laundry done over Tuesday and Wednesday. I had not budgeted for this and my dog’s meds came due at the same time last week, which was $300 and…yeah, I am hurting. A lot. The NaNo book I’m supposed to be writing isn’t cooperating. Today was supposed to be a quiet day to support my friend going through a rough loss and maybe some writing, and then a whole heap of other stressors were thrown on.

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I hit 7pm. Realized I hadn’t eaten. At all. I think I also forgot to take my pills, which meant I also hadn’t had anything to drink.

I did steam-clean my carpet earlier, though, so there’s that.

Anyway, I had a moment of panic, and then wondered if I should even bother or just eat again tomorrow (look, it’s logical to me). I’ve been having a really rough time with everything, like eating off of paper towels because dishes are piled up, and I don’t leave my bedroom all day. It’s particularly hard to claw your way out of when you’re not even eating.

So I pulled out the Everything Is Terrible and I’m Not Okay checklist*.

I am not good at self-care. I try, really hard, and when I do most people think I’m being bitchy and antisocial, but…I try.

I think a lot of people have trouble with it too. So you out there, reading this. I want you to go through the checklist with me. I’m copying over the questions and then I’m telling you my answers/what I ate or did, etc. You can tell me in the comments what you did.

Are you hydrated?
I promptly drank 500mL of water. I am on my second bottle of water.

Have you eaten in the past three hours?
I had not eaten at all. I did go with protein, and had an English muffin with Tofutti cream cheese, and a scrambled (free range! local!) egg with green onion.

Have you showered in the past day?
I had a bath last night, but went and took a shower AND I used the new, unused guest towels which were soft and free of cat hair.

If daytime: are you dressed?
Yes, but I dress like an Active in the Dollhouse (“Did I fall asleep?” “For a little while…”) anyway. What I DID do was put on my Unicorn Bra** (okay, story down below), a fresh tank top, expensive panties, and clean yoga pants.

If nighttime: are you sleepy and fatigued but resisting going to sleep?
Not nighttime here (at least not bedtime) but go to the original post for good advice–I’ll be doing it later.

Have you stretched your legs in the past day?
I took the dog out a few times and I STEAM-CLEANED MY CARPETS so fuck you, no, I’m sitting for the rest of this.

Have you said something nice to someone in the past day?
I think I have but it doesn’t hurt to do so again.

Have you moved your body to music in the past day?
NO I DID NOT. This was an excellent idea. Here’s my playlist while I danced with my cats:

I started with Sia:

Then swung over to Fight Song:

And ended with my Livi and West them:

Have you cuddled a living being in the past two days?
YES. This is pretty much all I do. I even got Socially Awkward Cat to cuddle in my arms last night.

Do you feel ineffective?
This is where I’m supposed to get something done. Well…I DID steam-clean my carpets today. I will do a load of dishes next.

Do you feel unattractive? Take a goddamn selfie. Your friends will remind you how great you look, and you’ll fight society’s restrictions on what beauty can look like.
Look, I left the instructions intact there so you know to tell me I’m pretty post-shower but dressed in a poorly-lit room with no make-up.

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Do you feel paralyzed by indecision?

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I’ll make a decision about this later.

Have you seen a therapist in the past few days?
That’s not how we do things around here, List.

Have you been over-exerting yourself lately — physically, emotionally, socially, or intellectually? That can take a toll that lingers for days. Give yourself a break in that area, whether it’s physical rest, taking time alone, or relaxing with some silly entertainment.
Um…

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Have you changed any of your medications in the past couple of weeks, including skipped doses or a change in generic prescription brand?
No, but my cat is on antidepressants now, so there’s that.

Have you waited a week?
I wait all the weeks, List. Unless it’s prior to getting another cat. *bad-da-bum*

YOUR TURN.

Have you taken care of yourself today?

Also, don’t forget to watch the Wonder Woman trailer ten times:

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*First note, the rest of it is “questions to ask before giving up”. I am not actively suicidal. Do I have daily thoughts of suicide? Yes, since I was thirteen, thanks for asking! I, however, am not in immediate danger of self-harm, but spiralling worse into a very dark place, which this also works for.

**So, the Unicorn Bra…I had to get a dress and clothes for the funeral because I didn’t want to look like a homeless street urchin, which meant finally getting a proper bra because Danni and my SiL made me. I’ve been wearing a 38DDD (demi-cup) because, well, that’s what I can find.

Turns out…I’m a 38J. That’s a thing.

So I was handed all these bras to try on and the girl came over with one, and she was like “It’s pretty, but it’s that kind of bra that never really looks good on anyone. There’s always that unicorn, though, so you can try.” Turns out…I AM A UNICORN. So it’s my go-to special bra now. (Danni responded to the girl with “She’s a Ferrari. Livi readers, you get it.)

Oct 20 2016

Guest Post: Writing Trapped in Your Storm

I’m very pleased to have my friend Darien Cox back for a visit to talk about his new release, Trapped in Your Storm.

Writing Trapped in Your Storm – The Big Compromise

2016 has been one of the most satisfying years for me as a writer, something I’d never have anticipated if you spoke to me on New Year’s Day. Like many people, I sat there in a post-holiday haze, rubbing the hangover out of my temples and muttering, “I have GOT to get my shit together.”

But I wasn’t just thinking of over-eating and too many cocktails. I hadn’t put out a book since the previous July, with Victim of Love. I’d started many, mind you, but nothing clicked. None of those false starts felt like ‘the one’. Like starting a new romantic relationship, there’s a Catch22 involved. Gotta feel it out and take the time to get to know it before you decide if it’s for you or not. But if you don’t at least try it on, you’ll never know.

It can sound a little pretentious when writers say ‘My characters tell me what to do’. But it happens. The thing is, that magic experience of channeling only kicks in once you’ve actually committed. The characters ‘telling you what to do’ means a story is really flowing, and that’s a good thing. But as I was about to start Book Three in The Village Series, suddenly I was in conflict with my characters. Because they were telling me what to do before I even wrote the first word. The problem was—I disagreed with them.

I’d put the first book in the series, Safe in Your Fire, out in March. The second, Deep in Your Shadows, came out in June. Now here I was, late summer, getting ready to write the third installment. When I first crafted the idea for this series, about four best friends who’d been brought together for a secret agenda in a quirky mountain village, I knew they’d all ultimately get their own books. That was the plan—four guys—four books.

It had worked out great for the first two. JT’s love interest is an invasive journalist who comes in from out of town. Then Christian’s love interest is the local sheriff, who has no idea what’s really going on in the village. But when I started outlining Book Three, pondering who Elliot’s love interest should be, suddenly I was plagued with dreams, images flashing in my mind even as I tried to push them out, this nagging thing going against my efforts to give Elliot a fresh love interest from outside the established village community.

The problem was Nolan. Nolan, the fourth team member. Elliot’s best friend. The guy who was supposed to feature in his own book next. I had it all worked out. Elliot would be Book Three. Nolan would be Book Four. But now suddenly, they’re telling me they want to be together. That they want it to be their story, not separate, but combined. These two friends wanted a story about them becoming lovers.

What a freaking mess I was in.

As the scenes and dialog and images of Nolan and Elliot together continued forcing their way into my thoughts, I struggled to push them out. I can’t give you guys this! You can’t be romantically linked! I need to separate you so you’ll each have your own book! I had plans, dammit. This is not what’s supposed to happen, you jerks!

I voiced my complaints to writer friends I trust, to my editor, to my significant other. They all told me what I already knew. You have to write what you’re feeling. You can’t force it another way for the sole purpose of dragging the series out for a fourth book. It’s hard enough to achieve that feeling to begin with. Now you’re gonna fight it? Fight something that’s already happening?

We’ve all heard the phrase ‘kill your darlings’, but it usually refers to a plot point the author finds clever but adds nothing to the story. But this time, I had to kill an entire book—this fourth book I’d planned to be solely about Nolan. I agonized over it, got annoyed at the characters, and worried it was the wrong choice. How would this work? Nolan and Elliot’s friendship is so deep, they work together on top secret projects, and the stability of their relationship is crucial to the entire team in Singing Bear Village. What if it doesn’t work? Will readers of The Village Series freak out and say what the hell are you doing? Because that’s what I was asking myself. What the hell am I doing?

Ultimately I had to make a choice. To do exactly what Elliot and Nolan wanted to do—take a risk. I’m pleased to say, I’m glad I took that risk. Still unsure if this would work, I started the story, and said okay boys, have at it. Show me what you got.

They showed me all right. Once those floodgates opened, Elliot and Nolan’s story spilled out so fast my wrists were aching trying to keep up with it. It felt natural, right, the perfect mix of awkwardness and excitement, and ultimately for me, one of the most enjoyable love stories I’ve ever written.

And so Book Three, Trapped in Your Storm, came out this week. It is Elliot and Nolan’s story, and concludes The Village Series with a bang—both in and out of the bedroom. So I invite readers of the series to follow along that risky path with Nolan and Elliot, and see how it turns out. With luck, you’ll have as much fun with it as I did. Thanks for reading!

Darien

Note from Skyla: I STILL HOPE THERE IS MORE SINGING BEAR VILLAGE BECAUSE BAZ.

Safe in Your Fire, the first in The Village series, is currently 99c–pick it up and then keep reading! Deep in Your Shadows is next, followed by the new release Trapped in Your Storm.

Oct 19 2016

Become a Patron of Snark!

I’ve wanted to redo some of my patreon things for a few months now and finally had a few days to work on it. It’s like anything else, seeing what works and what does, and how best to maximize what people get for their troubles. I’ve had nearly two years on the service now, and it has meant guaranteed money for my medication every month–there are no words for how much that has helped my stress level, knowing I won’t ever have to go without pills.

In addition to ARCs and signed print books, here are currently some things available for Patrons of Snark:

Ch 1 – 2 of Solace, Demons of Oblivion #6 (all patrons)
short story Tales from Alchemy Red: Prey (all patrons)
Ch 1 of Devour, sequel to Soulless (all patrons)
Ch 1 – 5 of In Darkness Waits (unpublished apocalyptic UF) (all patrons)
Tales from Alchemy Red: Dial V for Vampire ($5+ patrons)
Odin’s Spear excerpt (all patrons)

There were also previews of Oblivion not seen by anyone else months in advance. As well, this is where you’ll find the Zara Lain serial Amends, which is set between Bloodlines and Hunter. I’m hopefully going to have another bundle of chapters up next month and the damn thing finished next year.

Also next year I’m looking at doing a Livi adventure as a postcard story–every month a postcard from Livi will arrive in your mailbox with another piece of the story. Still working out the story part, but I’m excited.

And no matter what you give, you’ll get kudos when Odin’s Spear is released–every patron gets my public thanks when the new book releases, sort of like the credits at the end of the movie with all the amazing folks who made it happen. Deadline is December 31 to pledge!

If you can’t participate, that’s cool–I still think you’re aces. But if you’d like to chip in as little as $2/month, here you go.

***Just a quick website note: I’ve having some issues with a plugin and I’m not sure what. Everything else should still be working at the moment but the online shop will be down for a bit.

Giveaway: You Need a Hero!

Rise

Let’s Go Down the “Everything Is Awful” Checklist with Skyla

YOUR TURN.

Have you taken care of yourself today?

Guest Post: Writing Trapped in Your Storm

Safe in Your Fire, the first in The Village series, is currently 99c–pick it up and then keep reading! Deep in Your Shadows is next, followed by the new release Trapped in Your Storm.

Become a Patron of Snark!

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YOUR TURN.

Have you taken care of yourself today?

Safe in Your Fire, the first in The Village series, is currently 99c–pick it up and then keep reading! Deep in Your Shadows is next, followed by the new release Trapped in Your Storm.

MEET SKYLA DAWN

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