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November 11, 2022 By Skyla Dawn Cameron Leave a Comment

Rescheduled Pineapple

Shawn’s vet texted me yesterday morning to say she was really sick and not able to come into work, so we’ve rescheduled his dental surgery for next month (next available slot is right before the holidays, which means I get to spend Christmas being paranoid something will happen while everything is closed–fun times!). While I’ve been squirreling away money for him for the past year–it seems more reliable to just do it myself than pay for insurance and cross my fingers they pay out–a December surgery means anything above and beyond what I’ve saved away will be paid for with Charon’s Gold sales, so if you bought that one (or any book) in October, thank you. (If you bought it any time, thank you as well; it’s just that December’s going to be very tight, so all those October sales will be helping.)

Unfortunately–or fortunately?–I didn’t get the text until a few minutes after I’d given him his initial sedative he needs to be calm at the vet, so he still ended up drugged a few hours later.

I used that time wisely.

He’s almost four and I feel like there are fewer and fewer people who understand this reference, so here you go.

Speaking of sales, I think I’ve figured out what’s going on with all these paperbacks from Amazon I’m not getting paid for. I’m testing one part of the theory and will report back next week.

The bird app is continuing to go down in the most spectacular fashion, with the blue check “verified for $8” fiasco–and this is why I cannot leave until the site is well and truly gone (which will likely be soon). The parody accounts all getting verified and shitposting nonstop has truly been one of the highlights, like when Trump got COVID, or when the fly landed on Pence’s head during the debate.

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— littlebear36 (@littlebear36_) November 11, 2022

We are dying as we lived and it’s glorious.

I still grieve it. This is a place that has connected me with my closest friends; with clients; with readers. Yes, there is plenty of bad, but while it may be a hellsite, it is MY hellsite. It’s chaos, and all the good and the bad that chaos entails (and I am, if nothing else, chaotic). And there is not currently an alternative for all the things I like about it, so when it goes down, I’ll cross my fingers and hope for the best for my career. But while I mourn, I must laugh, because gallows humour is just how I cope.

The flight to Mastodon for some has been interesting to behold, and I’ve watched a pronounced, mostly racial split among my timeline. This article articulates a lot of what I’ve been watching, in that there’s a certain digital white flight aspect, because the fact is that a lot of the sudden “concerns” about Twitter have always been present for marginalized people–and is present at all social media being touted as alternatives–but now that it’s threatening white people, they’re moving to another platform. And Mastodon is…interesting. I know some folks who have loved it for years, and that’s great for them, but the way any time it’s brought up people get incredibly patronizing if you have trouble with it–if not outright hostile over very valid criticisms (like weaponizing inclusive language and content warnings to prevent discussing things white folks get uncomfortable about)–make it a very unappealing place for many of us (myself included). Mastodon evangelicals are basically the vegans of social media–I’m allowed to make that joke as a mostly vegan vegetarian btw–so understandably many of us have no desire to hang out there if that’s the userbase. There’s also “no ads!” being touted as a good thing, but that means the work of moderating is being done by unpaid labour of volunteers. That makes me deeply uncomfortable, considering my years of volunteer experience.

So yes, I’m going down with the ship.

There was more I was going to post about (my new Audrey doll; mutterings about learning to identify whether you’re the audience for something or not; untangling plot threads with the WIP), but I have chores, and there’s always next week.

Plus I have to watch this Doug Ford verified parody account and laugh before it gets nuked.

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November 8, 2022 By Skyla Dawn Cameron Leave a Comment

Bat-Shawn, and a Preorder

Yes, I got him batwings. I am easily influenced by algorithms.

I wouldn’t say he loves them but he too is easily influenced–by treats, specifically.

He goes for his dental surgery Thursday morning, which is probably about 70% of my mental stress right now. There’s a reason “Future Days” is his song–if I ever were to lose him, I’d surely lose myself. That little monster is one of a kind, and I’m wavering between “go home when you drop him off and wait for them to call you” and “just find a park to sit at for five hours and wait in case there’s an emergency”. Gus went into heart failure literally overnight; I live in perpetual fear that if I look away for even a second, I’ll lose Shawn too.

So that worry is not helping the chronic headaches that have taken up again, which I strongly suspect is a medication side effect with the increased dosage. They’re constant, and wake me when I’m trying to sleep–the only thing that helps is ibuprofen, which I’m not supposed to take. So. Yeah. It’s making everything, including having to look at screens all day, very difficult. My tablets can be halved, so I’m going back a step for a few weeks again before trying to increase it to what it should be.

I was discussing this with a friend, how absolutely wild it is that the world is centered around the expectation that no one working has health problems. People balk at mandating just ten sick days but if you’re diagnosed with a health problem and your medication has a few weeks of side effects? It’s all designed to push people who need the bare minimum of accommodations out of the workforce so everyone can turn around and complain about people on disability or unemployment. Accommodations–be it medical ones, WFH, etc–could keep so many more people working and independent, but we’re in a late-stage capitalistic hellscape, so of course we don’t do that.

I am so, so fortunate to set my own schedule, but I have nothing to fall back on, which means I can’t just sit and wait a few weeks for side effects to subside. So back to baby steps.

Despite knowing what the problems are with the WIP, as mentioned previously, I’m still not sure how to fix it. It might require gutting the whole thing and starting a new book to weave things in properly. Or it might require setting it aside and writing something else (also known as Making the Book Jealous, which I swear does work). Or I might just have to plow through to the end and figure out if I can fix it in the next draft. It’s one of those things where I really wish I could talk issues out with someone, but Shawn is not super helpful with these things.

But, Waverly Jones Mysteries #2, A Wild Kind of Darkness, is officially up for preorder everywhere.

This one is very special to me as it’s based on the murder of my late friend’s aunt, some sixty years ago, which has never been solved. I take the basic crime and what little is known about it now and spin it off wildly different direction that fits into the overall series’ themes. I hope Judy would’ve been pleased with it.

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I’ll probably update on Friday with how Shawnie is doing. Please cross your fingers for my little guy.

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November 6, 2022 By Skyla Dawn Cameron Leave a Comment

Soundtrack Sunday – CHARON’S GOLD

Bishop Briggs – “White Flag“
More on that one here. Livi doesn’t have a white flag.

NerdOut feat. Divide & Halocene – “No Fear” (Shadow of the Tomb Raider)
NerdOut has a bunch of fun songs, and this TR one fit Livi’s journey here.
“On this road of mine I have walked alone//Left my soul behind, to dive into unknown//The blood is on my hands, but I can’t let it control//The choice to rise and to stand is all that I know//I’ve come so far//I’m not turning back//After all I’ve sacrificed//I have to wonder//What will I become//With no fear left in my eyes”

Ruelle – “Game of Survival“
This is basically Livi v Nostoi
“There’s no surrender//And there’s no escape//Are we the hunters?//Or are we the prey?”

Starset – “My Demons“

Ashes Remain – “On My Own“
“Bring me out//Come and find me in the dark now//Every day by myself I’m breaking down//I don’t wanna fight alone anymore”

Ursine Vulpine feat Annaca – “Wicked Game“
More on that one here. Liv and Iluka.

RIYAYA feat John Mark McMillan – “Hunter“
More on that one here.
This was on repeat for me when Livi runs the final way toward Pluto’s Gate (I wish I could share the scene in my head, it’s very dramatic with some epic shots and slow-mo)

Tommee Profitt – “With You ‘Til the End“
When Livi reaches the underworld and discovers she’s not alone. Pretty much the whole thing lyrically.

NEONI – “Giants“
I’ll let you guess about this one but it is both metaphorical and literal for Liv.
“Heaven and hell are waiting//Don’t need more motivation”

J2 feat Lola – “Somewhere Under the Rainbow“
The underworld.

Ruelle – “Madness“
Livi in the underworld, questioning her sanity.
“Feel the fury closing in//All resistance wearing thin//Nowhere to run from all of this havoc//Nowhere to hide//From all of this madness”

Lauren Daigle – “Rescue“
More on that one here.

Ursine Vulpine feat Annaca – “Without You“
Livi leaves someone behind in the underworld.
“You don’t have to be the brave one every time//I know you wanna make it right” and “We need a bit more time”

Sarah McLachlan – “Full of Grace“
Livi reaches the surface/heads home and speaks with Em.
Pretty much the whole thing lyrically.

Charon’s Gold is now available.

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November 3, 2022 By Skyla Dawn Cameron Leave a Comment

Very Tired, and The Problem Is Always at the Beginning

I’m having another very normal one with the ‘Zon.

Totally normal day in self-publishing. 🙃 pic.twitter.com/MH7UjOqik6

— @skyladawn.ca at bsky! (@skyladawn) November 2, 2022

I got a real human being right off the bat, although now he wants me to contact readers and get product numbers from the books. Some he’s claiming were orders filled with returned stock but I am having tremendous difficulty believing I can sell so few paperback copies (in some cases, single digits) and have several returns of each. Especially late in a series, when the only people buying them are diehard fans.

Anyway, this came about because they’d dropped an ebook price again to match this artificially lowered print price on a book. So right now Blood Ties is not available in the US store; if you want to grab it for 75% off this week, use the coupon code FCKTHEZON at checkout at Payhip. If I’m going to make pennies on the book, at least Amazon won’t get a cut.

I am very tired. I’m debating having once-a-year print sales, where you can only get paperbacks at Amazon for a brief window, like the old Disney Vault. We’ll see. (Please do not lecture me about printer options; I’ve been doing this for nine years myself and I worked in small press for six years prior to that. Thanks.)

Speaking of books delisted, I ended up taking How the Werewolf Stole Christmas down last night from all third parties, and Rebellion off of Amazon.

The other night I was watching an interview with the dev of an indie game I quite liked, and it really hit home some of the parallels across all mediums when talking about independent creators (which was going to be a post here, but I’ll save that for my Patreon writing essay this month). One of those things is how, when stuff isn’t selling, you can at least take comfort in the fact that the people who did get it are enjoying it.

Except no one enjoyed those. For HtWSC, I have very little success with short stories, the complaint seeming to be that they’re not the long novels I’m known for. For Rebellion…I dunno why folks hated that one. But seeing a bunch of one-stars just brings me down on something that has literally sold single-digit copies (esp Rebellion, as that was a really personal story about suicide ideation) so…why? Fuck that. HtWSC is still on Payhip, and still free on Patreon, but I’ve removed it elsewhere. When I get a few more First Dates (that end badly) stories done as I’ve wanted to, I’ll combine them all into a set and include it then. Or maybe I’ll do a River special edition or something. I dunno.

I am very tired.

Anyway, I have a lighter schedule this week to give myself some recovery time before I dive back into long hours next week. I pulled out Waverly 4, which I wrote 50K on…in August? September? I don’t remember. It was an unplanned book, one the series needed because my head had moved a little faster in planning and the characters needed more time for developments (same thing happened with Livi, which I talked about here), but this means that while the book is needed, it hasn’t simmered as long in my head.

Waverly’s books are interesting, as I find I write mysteries the opposite of how they’re “supposed” to be written–I dive in, get it all out, and weave in the red herrings and things much later, rather than meticulous plotting. There is also a lot she picks up on that I don’t, so it’s easier if I just throw a bunch of clues at her and let her figure it out than try to do so myself and shuffle her along a particular path.

I use square bracket placeholders for things (like [fill in here] or [last name] or [fix this]) when I’m fast-drafting, to keep the momentum going. So far in Waverly 4 there are 105 of them.

Or were. There are huge problems with the book and I’m not sure where to go with the 30K remaining to write, so I thought I’d refresh my memory by starting at the beginning.

Some of the problems I thought would need a huge overhaul just needed tweaks and suddenly I realized oh, wait, that works. And my subconscious always sets up far more than I realize–in this case, the answers to much of what I worried about were right there at the beginning of the book.

There are few universal truths among writers, but I think that might be one of them: if you’re having tremendous trouble with things, or feel like you’ve hit a wall, the answer is almost always right there at the beginning.

Maybe the book needs a new foundation (Yampellec’s Idol was like that). Maybe you have no idea how the third act is supposed to end. But all of those answers almost always are somewhere early on, staring you right in the face–you just need some distance.

Waverly’s books actually make me laugh aloud, even though they’re not humour, and I often write them in a fugue state where I don’t remember what I’ve written so it always hits me a quite a surprise. Putting a quick excerpt of what I read last night under a cut.

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October 30, 2022 By Skyla Dawn Cameron Leave a Comment

So…I guess I’m trying to blog again?

Twitter is just microblogging, so it should be too hard to remember what I’m doing.

Charon’s Gold is out in the world and I don’t have any hatemail yet, so there’s that, but last time it was a couple of months before it started. I’m about 50% sure much of it was from pirates, both due to when it started and because literally no one is as entitled as those who get everything free, but there were definitely those who bought who felt that gave them the right to yell at me.

The only one who has the right to yell at me is my cat, and at least he only does it because he wants me to replay his favourite song at bedtime.

Other release news: SURPRISE, Witch Hunt is ready a few weeks sooner than I expected! Paperback should be live soon and ebook is going up for all patrons tomorrow afternoon. (Note: for now, the finalized ebook is available to everyone; Dec 1 it’ll be $5+. Patreon bills upfront and then the first of the month, so wait and join Nov 1 if you’re debating.)

I’m about 60% of the way through another pass of Watcher of the Woods, then it can go to the editor.

I would’ve been done today but oh, look at that, I am a VERY lucky girl because my good friend went on a lengthy hero’s journey to gift me a PS5.

Her name is Lara. My electronics are all named after video game characters; my heavy work laptop is GLaDOS and my newer one I do most of my writing on is labeled GLaDOS-potato. The most finicky thing I’ve never had was a laptop named Sheogorath.

I debated a lot about my inaugural purchase–A Plague Tale: Requiem or The Last of Us: Part 1 (remake…yes, I’ve played it about ten times on two other systems, but why should that stop me again?). Both, though worth every penny, are full price, though–$80 and $90 respectively–and that’s just not in the cards right now. So I got some games on sale, including The Medium, which I’ve wanted to play for a while because Akira Yamaoka does the soundtrack with Mary Elizabeth McGlynn on vocals. SH3 had the best game soundtrack, as far as I’m concerned, and yes, I will absolutely be down for any game with the two of them.

Luckily, it’s fun, and I spent this afternoon lounging in bed playing it. I’d feel guilty, but I spent the last five weekends working full hours atop 10- to 12-hour workdays the rest of the week. I am fucking exhausted, so I’m resting.

Shawn got a box out of the deal, so he’s happy.

We got a PRESENT today, which means Shawn got a new box. pic.twitter.com/nI8AAstQBT

— @skyladawn.ca at bsky! (@skyladawn) October 30, 2022

Of my books on sale right now: Demons of Oblivion: The Series is 30% off at Kobo with the coupon code OCTBOX at checkout; Dweller on the Threshold is $2.99. Both deals end Oct 31.

Speaking of sales, Sarah Gailey’s Just Like Home is on sale for $2.99. I have done very little pleasure reading this year, sadly, but that’s one that I did get a chance to read and it’s fabulous. I wish I’d written it. It’s about trauma and loving monsters; it pulls no punches and it’s true. I highly recommend it. (If you are turned off by something described as “beautiful prose”, give the sample a read first, but honestly I found it exceptionally done, and I burst into tears at the end when I got to the author’s note.)

I think I stopped blogging because I feel kind of boring? But then this is exactly what I say on Twitter, and people follow that, so *shrug*

Wednesday, my goal is to finish the pass on Watcher so I can figure out how to finish Waverly 4 this month (that book is…a fucking mess, as I have had no idea what I’m doing, but at least eventually it’s going to be a finished mess). Then passes on Soul Spell and The Killing Beach so they can go out for edits, and I’ll be ahead of the game.

I leave you with my favourite song from my favourite game soundtrack, and I guess…I’ll keep doing this? Maybe twice a week? We’ll see.

(Regarding soundtracks, I should’ve had Charon’s Gold‘s playlist up today but…I’m playing with my new toy! So, later.)

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