I’m sure there’s someone, somewhere out there who had a great 2024, but I don’t know them. Everyone in my circle is tired and behind on stuff they mean to do (or need to do), and just generally exhausted after so many crises this year.

This time off has been an absolute mess between Shawn’s issues and our Hail Mary pass for Libby’s health and literally just as I got the last of the bed put together on Thursday (the frame was about four hours), the plumber called about a work order, which no one gave me notice about (an issue from the inspection in the summer so…not like I would have known to expect it, either, because it’s been six months). After madly cleaning all night–again, I have been living in total chaos putting furniture together and moving stuff from room to room–they didn’t come Friday, which means now they’re coming Monday. I can’t even wind down ahead of Christmas now (which I am, of course, spending alone, because there is no one I can trust to not infect me with the plague; good thing I enjoy my own company, I guess) because I am so anxious, as I don’t like people in my home.

I am very lucky–I have this new bed, I have a new laptop, I’ve cleared out some junk, I’ve gotten various cats to the vet and been able to try new treatments for Libby. My cats are (mostly) healthy. I’m not dead. I have people in my life who care about me. Wonderful people bought my books this year and I have new readers, a couple of which actually liked the new book. I keep focusing on that even as I continue to feel like three nervous breakdowns in a trenchcoat.

But I feel like I am broken when I’m not writing. Technically the Waverly 4 revisions this year was like writing a whole new book, since I doubled the word count, and I’ve written a lot of shorter things, but I feel like I’m crawling out of my skin and getting more and more resentful daily. I’m absolutely miserable but my brain just gives me gibberish when I have a WIP out. This too shall pass, but it’s just amplifying what a mess everything has been.

Though I continue to be resentful about the situation the last few months of the year that put me in this position of burnout now, I’ll deal with that in the new year.

So I have no countdowns or recaps. I can’t remember what I read or watched or played (other than Silent Hill 2, which I am replaying right now). I figured out why Demon Fall wasn’t working and I don’t have to throw out the 21K I’ve written but I have to rearrange it and write new stuff earlier, and so that’s going on hold again for Waverly 4 revisions. I am positive I will have to move the release date but I’ll see what, if anything, I get done over the next ten days as I unplug again.

All I’d personally like out of 2025 is to not lose any pets (or if Libby is going soon, that she’s comfortable and at peace), to keep a roof over my head, and to get some joy back from writing instead of feeling like I’m broken. And for my friends in the US to not die horribly with round two of that fascist fuck in charge. And to not have the Cons in fed government here.

That is probably asking for too much at this point.

Happy Solstice (which is Maya’s birthday and the last day in The Taiga Ridge Murders; the longest night of the year is a good time to read it if you haven’t). Let’s hibernate, hold onto what we can, and hope things are a little better soon.

So I may still be offline as you’re reading this–I haven’t decided yet, but I did discover that my scheduler here finally works again (it didn’t for the longest time), and I’m scheduling this just in case. I’ve spent nearly two weeks now trying to unwind from how exhausting work has been the past few months atop several other stressors, so I’m cleaning, baking, playing some games, reading, and letting the WIP noodle around my brain a little to figure out where it has to go.

But regardless, today is the day: you can now read my a slow-burn gothic horror and dark fairy tale about isolation and female rage.

It’s been thirteen years since Maya McGlynn set foot in Taiga Ridge Lodge, the northern Ontario luxury resort where she grew up. She was Maisie, daughter of the caretakers, and thought of the lodge as her own.

That was when her parents were arrested as serial killers.

It’s been ten years since Maya last had contact with the lodge’s owner, who promised her—upon the conviction of her parents and her whole world forever altering—that she’d always be taken care of.

That was when she changed her name and stopped returning his calls.

It’s been two years since Taiga Ridge Lodge had visitors. Since bookings wavered and rooms were closed off, its halls grew silent, and it never fully reopened after pandemic lockdown.

That was when she let herself forget it existed.

Now, Maya has received notice that the owner has passed and, as promised, she is being taken care of: Taiga Ridge Lodge and all its property is hers to dispose of as she sees fit…as soon as she visits her old home to make the final arrangements.

Now, a winter storm approaches, trapping her with restless ghosts, a stray cat, and a single voice on the radio for help.

Now, Taiga Ridge Lodge might not let her go again.

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And ICYMI, here’s the soundtrack.

I normally have books for sale but Etsy’s constant fees were getting to me and we might have a postal strike here. I also have to figure out shipping costs (the only thing Etsy had going for it) and…ugh.

I’m waiting on my hardcover copies as well. If you’re in Canada, a flat-rate extra small box is $16.99 plus tax. I can fit a couple of books in there, so if interested, give it some thought in case you’d like a couple and hopefully I’ll have more details next week. Or you can just grab it from Amazon!

I was hoping to write another horror book this month because I’ve got a big hole in my fall 2025 release schedule but…ugh. I’m still trying to work out Demon Fall for Patreon. After so many years of writing series, the standalone experiment of the past couple of years has been really interesting. They don’t do as well as Livi used to (which was absolutely nothing to write home about, believe me), but Dweller was comparable to Charon’s Gold in terms of preorder and has out-performed everything but Solomon’s Seal the past two years. Standalones have the added bonus of doing well in Kobo promos, too–I think because the horror/thriller ones are less crowded, I get a lot more eyes on my books there. Standalone buyers tend to operate a little like series buyers in that once they’ve read one, they’ll often go around to the other standalones rather than try a series, so having a few for a backlist is helpful now–one person buying a handful of books that I get three or four bucks on adds up here and there. Watcher absolutely tanked on release but it’s picked up a lot during the Halloween promos. I also find standalones a good entry point for new readers who might be intimidated by a big backlist with a lot of different series.

So I would like to do more of them, and overall horror (and mysteries) has been much better for my sanity, even when they don’t sell well right out of the gate; thus far, no hatemail–unless you count the “I’m not buying your new books until you go back to Livi”, which I am not–as the…particular readership that crossed over with UF that gave me a lot of grief does not seem to crossover with what I’m writing now.

All that is to say: horror/thrillers/mysteries have always been my favourite genres and as much as I try writing outside my comfort zone with them (Taiga Ridge was really challenging) this is still very much my happy place and I hope to continue for a while yet. I hope folks buy this book and dig it.